DeeVoy Singh – Divya Drishti Lyrics in English (Translation)

Har Har Mahadev Main Hoon Bairagi
Glory to Lord Shiva! I am a detached wanderer.

Bholey Teri Wajah Se Hoon
O innocent one (Shiva), it’s because of you that I exist like this.

Main Premi Hoon Main Papi Hoon
I am both a lover and a sinner.

Main Maal Pi Ke Maje Mein Hoon
I’m lost in bliss after getting high.

Main Nashe Mein Hoon Itna Jyaada
I’m so intoxicated,

Ki Bure Karam Bhi Thik Lage
that even bad deeds feel okay to me.

Dhan-Daulat Maine Jo Bhi Kamaya
All the wealth I earned,

Woh Sab Mujhko Bhikh Lage
now feels like mere alms to me.

Kabhi Nirdayi To Kabhi Dayavaan
Sometimes I’m cruel, other times I’m full of compassion.

Kabhi Hoon Dara Toh Kabhi Bhayavaah
At times I’m scared, at times I’m terrifying.

Main Madira Paan Ka Aadi Hoon
I’m addicted to drinking alcohol.

Khud Se Khud Me Barbaadi Hoon
I’m destroying myself, all by myself.

Kabhi Vichar Shaitanon Se
Sometimes my thoughts are influenced by demons,

Aur Kabhi Vichar Hai Sadhu Ke
and other times, they’re like those of a saint.

Kabhi-Kabhi Mann Shaant Rehta
Sometimes my mind stays peaceful,

Kabhi-Kabhi Bekabu Hai
and sometimes it goes completely out of control.

Shraddha Aur Sadbhav Rahe To
When I have faith and goodwill,

Ho Jaata Hoon Paavan Main
I become pure and holy.

Par Bhog-Vilaas Aur Madira-Paan Se
But with indulgence and drinking,

Ban Jaata Hoon Raavan Main
I turn into a demon like Ravan.

Maans Pake Jab Bakre Ka
When goat meat is cooked,

Hum Raakshas Ban Kar Khaaye Use
I eat it like a demon with no control.

Par Bekasoor Kisi Pashu Ki Hatya
But sometimes, the killing of an innocent animal

Kabhi Kabhi Naa Bhaye Mujhe
doesn’t scare or bother me at all.

Ek Sharir Hai Do Manushya
It feels like two people live in this one body,

Lagta Mere Bheetar Rehte Hai
as if both stay inside me.

Vinaash Kaale Vipreet Buddhi
When destruction is near, the mind turns against you—

Sab Kundli Dekh Ke Kehte Hai
that’s what everyone says after looking at my stars.

Ek To Hai Seedha Bada
One side of me is very simple and good,

Aur Doosra Bahut Hi Paapi Hai
but the other side is full of sin.

Meri Harkaton Se Bas Pata Chale
You can only tell by my actions

Kab Kaun Sa Mujh Par Haavi Hai
which one is in control of me at any time.

Main Jaanu Naa Kuch Bhi Ab To
Now I don’t even know anything clearly,

Ye Klesh Jo Mujh Par Aaya Hai
this mental conflict that’s come over me,

Ye Upaj Hai Mere Dimaag Ki
is it just a creation of my own mind

Ya Kisi Bhoot-Pret Ka Saya Hai
or the shadow of some ghost or spirit?

Koi Urja Hai Nakaaratmak Si
There’s some negative energy

Mehsoos Karun Main Aas-Paas Mein
that I feel around me.

Samajh Mein Jeevan Naa Aaye
When life makes no sense,

To Dekhta Hoon Main Aasmaan Mein
I just stare up at the sky, searching for answers.

Vichar Ko Apne Shuddh Karu
I purify my thoughts, make them clean.

Badlaav Bhi Hote Karmon Se
Real change only comes through actions.

Ab Duniya Dari Se Naata Tod Ke
Now I’ve broken ties with worldly matters

Aaya Bhole Sharanon Mein
and come into Lord Shiva’s shelter.

Astitva Manushya Ka Chhota Kitna?
How small is human existence?

Soch Ke Main Ye Kaamp Gaya
Just thinking about it made me shiver.

Phir Aankhen Moond Kar Dhyaan Kiya
Then I closed my eyes and meditated,

Brahmaand Ko Maine Naap Diya
and I measured the whole universe within.

Dimaag Mein Gyaan Sansaar Ka Naa
My mind didn’t hold worldly knowledge,

Par Buddhi Ko Ekaant Kara
but I gave my wisdom space and silence.

Main Padhta Gaya Main Padhta Gaya
I kept reading and reading,

Maine Buddhi Mein Brahmaand Bhara
and filled my intellect with the cosmos.

Main Shoonya Bana Main Shaant Bana
I became nothingness, I became peace.

Deevoy Se Main Devansh Bana
From being driven by impulses, I became divine.

Main Likhta Gaya Main Likhta Gaya
I kept writing and writing,

Ab Koi Lagaam Vichaar Pe Na
and now, no thoughts can be restrained.

Vichar Koi Nakaaratmak Sa
If any negative thought comes,

Ab Padta Naa Mann Par Bhari
it no longer weighs on my mind.

Ab Baat Kare Sannate Mujhse
Now, even silence speaks to me

Meri Hi Ban Kar Vaani
as if it’s my own voice.

Main Prithvi Hoon Main Ambar Hoon
I am the Earth, I am the sky.

Main Panchtatva Ka Hoon Gyani
I have knowledge of the five elements of nature.

Main Agni Hoon Main Vayu Hoon
I am fire, I am wind.

Main Sab Janu Antaryaami
I know everything — I am the all-knowing soul within.

Khuli Hui Main Kitaab Sa Hoon
I’m like an open book,

Manghadant Kahani Banata Nahi
I don’t create made-up stories.

Main Pralay Hoon Main Abhishaap Sa Hoon
I am destruction, like a curse,

Agar Baras Padun To Thikana Nahi
if I pour down, there’s no place safe.

Main Nadiyon Ke Sailaab Sa Hoon
I’m like a flood from mighty rivers,

Ufaqaan Karun To Kinaara Nahi
if I rise, there’s no shore to hold me.

Main Padh To Leta Dimaag Bhi Hoon
I even read minds,

Kabhi Aankhon Se Aankhen Milana Nahi
so don’t try to lock eyes with me.

Dimaag Mein Gyaan Sansaar Ka Naa
My brain isn’t full of worldly knowledge,

Par Buddhi Ko Ekaant Kara
but I gave my wisdom deep solitude.

Main Padhta Gaya Main Padhta Gaya
I kept reading and reading,

Maine Buddhi Mein Brahmaand Bhara
and filled my intellect with the universe.

Main Shoonya Bana Main Shaant Bana
I became nothing, I became peace.

Deevoy Se Main Devansh Bana
From a madman, I became a part of the divine.

Main Likhta Gaya Main Likhta Gaya
I kept writing and writing,

Ab Koi Lagaam Vichaar Pe Naa
now no thought can be held back.